Perfectly Paralyzed

Disclaimer: This is written from the perspective of a thirty one year old adult male who has fewer handy man skills than he probably should. If you don’t find yourself in this category please try to find deeper truths within it that can apply to your own situation.

Now that all of that is out of the way, lets talk about pride and how it can quickly wreck your day. Through lack of interest, circumstance, and lack of time management I have managed to make it to my current place in life with very few handy man skills. This isn’t a big deal if you are willing to learn, pride has a funny way of sending willingness right out the door.

I have apparently been an all or nothing type most of my life. Team this up with a perfectionist mentality and you will start to see the problem. Most folks can have something go wrong around their house and go attempt to fix it. Not me, I have to call somebody or pay somebody to do it. I can’t just simply go attempt to do it on my own because I might fail. Perfectionist can’t have failures tied to their list of accomplishments, they don’t tend to mesh very well.

This was all well and good as a younger lad, the Lord blessed me with quite a bit of natural talent in athletics and my mental capacities. This resulted in doing pretty well in sports and having mostly A’s on my report cards. Then something happened as I got a bit older. I realized I never developed any study habits, I never learned how to really train. If something didn’t come quick and didn’t come natural I didn’t know how to attain it. This is still a skill set I’m working to acquire.

What happens to a person like the one described? You become paralyzed. You don’t try anything new because you might fail. If I am alone and reading a book or watching a video teaching me to do something I am fine. If my wife walks in I’m instantly on pins and needles. I become unnerved when I know that she knows that I have no clue what I’m doing. The feeling of inadequacy causes me to go on the defense and snap at her for any tiny thing she might say or do. The same goes for my little girl joyfully skipping around. Does she know youĀ  don’t skip around a person who doesn’t know what they’re doing?

I’ve come to a conclusion; I would rather be the continual squire than the proud fool. If I hold onto my pride I’ll maintain the same skill set I have right now until I go to the grave. If I lay down my pride and allow myself to be instructed by others God will send me the people I need in my life to impact and influence me to be who He wants me to be. If I’m lucky I might come out of it all knowing how to garden, change my transmission fluid, and raise chickens. Lord help me to receive instructions.

Ignite for Christ.

Ashamed at His Coming

Is it me or is our society full of things to be ashamed of? Is it me, or are our minds full of things to be ashamed of. Society is just an easy faceless target. Society is simply each one of us looking into our mirrors at the same time. The view is pretty pitiful. Pride, jealousy, lust, fear, gossip, double-mindedness; that’s just the surface of my mirror, how much can you add?

The beauty of this messy mirror is that the blood leaves no streaks. No greater cleaner has the world ever known than the Blood of the Lamb. Should they be able to bottle it up then no other stain fighting product would sit on the shelves for they would all be found greatly lacking.

I John 2:25 “And this is the promise that He hath promised us, even eternal life.” When you are cleaned by this beautiful blood our Father in heaven sees only the righteousness of His son. A promise of a land of no more sorrows, no more pain, no more tears, no more goodbyes. To forever be in the presence of the Almighty and our brothers and sisters in Christ. Having this great promise in mind how then shall we live?

I John 2:28 “And now, little children, abide in him; that, when he shall appear, we may have confidence, and not be ashamed before him at his coming.” It matters how we live our lives, it matters what we do with our time, it matters what we say, it matters what we do. We have no guarantee of our next breath nor of the day our savior will return. Take out the garbage; live for the King of kings and the Lord of lords. Live in a way that no matter what time of day or night our Lord should come you can have confidence and not shame.

Love and ashes, ignite for Christ.

Tell Me About It

Psalm 77:12 “I will meditate also of all thy work, and talk of they doings. Psalm 119:13 “With my lips have I declared the judgements of thy mouth.” Psalm 119:27 “Make me to understand the way of they precepts: so shall I talk of they wondrous works.” Psalm 119:46 “I will speak of thy testimonies also before kings, and will not be ashamed.”

These are simply a few verses I stumbled across in some random bedtime reading. They are powerful though. These verses tell us exactly what we should be doing with our mouths. We really are careless with our words. They can be so powerful and used for such greatness, but more often than not we waste them on foolishness.

In all three of the verses the man of God is speaking up. He isn’t quietly fading into the background afraid to upset someone. He’s not concerned with what the people around him might have to say about it. Jesus said to do our work while it was light because the dark was coming and no man could work in the dark. The time for passive aggressive work in the kingdom is past, in fact; I don’t think it’s time ever was.

How many conversations with co-workers are you going to let slip by? How many family functions are you going to attend and hold your tongue? “We don’t discuss religion or politics are here.” That is clearly from just three verses one of the most unbiblical things I’ve ever heard.

Wise as serpents, but as harmless as doves. Ask the Holy Spirit to guide you by the hand; ask him to loose that tongue of yours for something other than gossiping about people or criticizing your wife. (self judgement; pray for me šŸ™‚ ) Ask Him to show you opportunities to interject the truth in love into the conversation.

The Lord told us to speak up; don’t let this current culture convince you to be quiet. Your King is waiting to hear you defending him in the midst of allĀ this injustice and darkness.

Come on in, the Refiner’sĀ fire isĀ fine. Ignite for Christ.

“Wannabe” “Poser” “Follower”

I remember as a young kid wanting to fit right in with my pals. I didn’t enjoy times when I felt like I was outside the circle of acceptance. Now as time went on and certain fads came and went you could find yourself in danger of a pretty weighty label if you weren’t careful. That label would be “wannabe” or poser or even follower.

To fall under the weight of one of these brands could be devastating. Now the very pals that you were hoping to have camaraderie with were looking at you with questioning eyes. “This guy over here is a poser gang.” With one off handed comment like that you could very quickly find yourself outside the camp.

Now depending on your particular set of friends that may be a huge blessing. Speaking in general though most people want to be accepted and/or respected by their peers. This becomes less important to a degree as you mature but this longing to belong still remains prevalent throughout our lives.

Parents want the love and respect of their kids, teachers want students to hear their teaching and apply it, employees want to mesh into the group at work or at least be well received by the boss; gang members want the love and respect of the rest of the gang. We were designed for relationship just as God the Father is in relation to God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. We were made for it.

With this wanting to belong, we could very easily fall into the label of poser or wannabe; and I suggest we do. We need to all be modifying our behavior to fit in. To fit in with God. Mimetes is theĀ Greek word used in the bible’s new testament seven times to positively describe Christians. It means simply: Imitator or Follower

Friends, lets giveĀ  up our hope of attaining total acceptance in the circles of the world, and take our place in the circle of God. May the circle, be unbroken.

Love and Fire: Ignite for Christ.

Heaven on the Brain


The mind is a beautiful thing. Obviously I’m not referring to the squishy alien looking organ itself, but the living soul that our creator has placed within us. The part of us that evolution will never explain; the inner man, the very image of God. The ability to think and reflect and meditate upon my own behaviors and ideas. The piece that is within us, but we somehow know is separate from us. Our body the shell, our soul the seed.

What should we do with this seed to develop it? A good place to start is with the concept of trash in trash out. Jesus Christ is the super filter. He is strong enough, and willing to capture every thought that enters your mind. He is the corrective lens through which to view this world. Are your thoughts violent? Do your thoughts tend towards judgement or lust? These thoughts give birth to actions. The Lord wants to take these thoughts captive. (II Corinthians 10:5)

Now that my brain is being filtered what is left to think about? Chuck Norris, what movies are coming out, who will win the NCAA this year? While there isn’t anything inherently wrong with these topics, we miss out on so much when we let all the dribble of the world dominate our thoughts. We are to set out affections on things above, not on things on the earth. (Colossians 3:3)

I challenge you men and women of God to take a few minutes and simply imagine heaven and what it will be like to walk with our Lord, talk with our Lord face to face and be with all our brothers and sisters in Christ who have gone on before us; and depending on our current position in the timeline those who will come along after us. Reflect on the joy of having no pain, of knowing no sorrow, of never saying goodbye, and of being ever in the presence of the Lord. I believe you will find it nearly impossible for a spark of joy and hope not to warm you and encourage you.

Feed the spark. Ignite for Christ.

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